When I’m typing an essay for school
HAHAHA LIFE ;)
Because there are girls out there who look gorgeous without even trying. When they wake up they look like angels. when I wake up, I look like I just got out of a war. Those photogenic girls who look good in every photo. When someone takes a photo of me, my face looks half retarded. They don’t even need to dress nicely an they’ll still look good. How they can capture your attention just by walking past. I want to be able to do that.
Woke up at 6:15 and took a nice hot shower to wake up for SATs! Got to balboa high school at like 7:20 and the line was LONG. took till like 8 something for me to go inside to the other line.-.- haha waited for a classroom and thenn started aroung 8 something too. The person who was giving out the SAT was making the whole process 10x longer than it should be. i got at like 1:20. it was like a freaking school day just for ONE test. haha whatever thoo. i tried my best. afterthat i rushed to work. i was super excited cause i thought i was gnna get my paycheck but she didnt have it… so i was kinda mad. :/ been waiting for it for more than a week now.. WHATEVER. after thatt i took bart to daly city to meet up with babess. Hung out at westlake till roger partyy. We spent like 5 hours together in the car. hahaha oh goshh kinda lame but i liked it. Nyzal and jayy and feb was in n out of the car too. Around 7ish we headed to the partyy and it was boring in the begining cause thats normal for any party at the begining. beginings are always the most boring. Than people started packiing me and nyzal and olivia showed up! haha We played beer pong and i think i found my hidden talent. Never ever played it before and i was pretty good. it was me n babe against olivia and nyzall. We DOGGGED em!! hahaha the party ended early cause the police came… i sobered up HELLA fast right then n there. hahaha we came back later and we chilled and talked for awhilee. Olivia drove me home , got home pretttty late. then i just talk to babe on the phone till i fell asleep.
today i literally stayed home the whole day. i slept in till 11 which is the latest i have ever slept in since winterbreak. today i was just thinking about how much i was dreading tomorrow. My mondays are going to hell from now on. I will be starting school at 7:30 and then i have night school at 3:30 THEN i have get out at 5 but i have a sac meeting in dt at 5:30 and i have to RUSH my ass over there and im there till 7:15. so basically i wont be home till 8ishh. :( i hate mondays. today was a good rest up day from last night tho. i miss my bf alot right now. iono why but i said it like 30 times to him today but i seriously miss him alot todayy. haha kk night tumblr world! sweeet dreams n be safe!
Super busy nowadays. i feel like this week has been the most stressful. Im glad i kept pestering my counselor and claire and ms.zales to help me with my situation cause after i did that i got into night school. hahaA! So im slowly on my way right now. SAT on saturday and im trying to stress over it but im fucking going insane inside my head. haha stay callllmmm is what i gotta do. just the first time and i just need to CHILL. uhmmm SAC also has been on my mind. Feels like there isnt a purpose anymore. I mean my freetime is precious now cause i barely get any at all. And i feel like its just there to be there in my hectic schedule. tryna to figure out how everything is gnna work out .. hope it doessss. anyways imma go back to my study sessionn. Tonight imma shower n go to sleep earlyy. cause tomorrow i get 30 min more of sleep. so if i sleep early than i get the much needed sleep i wantt! haha kinda silly huh?? wellllll goodbye everyone. do your hw n get off tumblr!! administer
Chances are I will. I’ll make mistakes. I’ll break promises. I’ll fight with you. I’ll make you scream. I’ll make you not want to be with me anymore. But even so, I will always learn from my mistakes. I’ll never give up on us. I’ll always apologize. I’ll always love you. I’m not perfect. I never will be. But I also don’t want to be dishonest and promise you things I can’t keep. I’d rather show you my faults and try to make up for them.
My days has been pretty goood. Of course not sweatin the small stuff as usual so things has just be like a easy walk through the park. Today i watched a kinda weird/sexual movie in french classs. than went over the packet that drager gave us. For some reason she keept on calling on me. One question she asked me was about choosing between sides and i had NO CLUE what was going on cause i was talking to Rosina. So i was like ” hmm im in the middle and i cant decide” and she said ” thats probably the best anwers to that question!” haha dangg i was hella lucky on that! haha at lunch i had a meeting with the principal cabient. Lots of things are popping up this spring. I need to start to prepare asap. thann for sixth we learned more about logs and did recipocals of logs. i failed my expoenets quiz. that shit is hard. theres like 30 questions and the whole thing is worth 10 point and each one you get wrong she takes one point off. -_____- haha while we were doing our hw though she played a dvd about math with donald duck! that was prettty coool. it was those old school disney videos that i misss watching as a kidd. After school my mom n dad picked me up and they bought me stuff to eat during work. Dropped me off at workk. writing this as i work ;) haha later imma go homee, finish my hw, and get ready for beddd. today was tooo long to do anything elsee. hahaa. anywaysss stay warm tonight everyonee!!
Boo from Monsters Inc!
Russell from Up!
Bonnie from Toy Story 3!
Agnes from Despicable Me!
OMG. WHO WON’T REBLOG THIS?
I hate girls that think they the shit. When actually in the world nobody gives a shit about you. Nobody cares about the little details that only you see in yourself. Everyone looks at you and just sees what kind of person you are. The people who care about your little details arejust the ones who try to fit in with someone. So TRUST. People care about YOU and not your clothes or your accessories. Its what kind of person YOU are that makes you look pretty or actually makes you the shit. not your layers around you. Just you.
IM HELLLA OVER THIS SHIT. why does it keep on happening? Right when im up theres gotta be something that makes me go stright fucking down. and you know? FUCK THIS. Im sick of this shit. im am seriouslyyyy over it. making me feel like I HAVE to change so i wont get bothered by it. like I have to just be more friendly rihgt?! i have a reason to be like this. especially cause i know and see through everything ANYBODY does. Woww. FUCK THIS BITCH. FUCK YOU. FUCK THIS. WHY the HELL am i dealing with this AGIAN?!?!?!? Please tell me why its happen AGAIN. IM AM SICK N OVER this shit. i swear imma calllll some bitch out in public and i wont give a FUCK. WEOWWW. OMGGGgg im helllllla over deaaling with this shit. i dont even give a shit if im the bad guy. WOWOWOWOW. IM SO DONE. Im done with everything now.
OH SHITT. THIS BITCH RUINED MY NIGHT. i swearrrrr girls needa back the fuck up.. dudeee -.- weow just when i was feeling better. something gotta ruin it. WOW. WOW. WOW.WOW.WOW WOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
I feeel like shit this morning. last night was the worst. ughhH!! Time for schooool. put in everything in school today so i feel betterr. hahaha